Well since you asked about my lessons and running away .... here is a little more of my story ....
My lessons have been many, for a long time, and ignored till recently. I was bad for me and was drawing in the negatives to me as well. I was adopted and raised by a really negative guy, who exited himself out of this 3d loop a while back with a heart attack. He hated life and himself and beat me for it, literally over spilled milk kinda stuff. I won't go into it, but thats all I remember, is senseless beatings as a child ... Till I was 17 and left home. Anyway lets review recent events, and their benefits to me and perhaps the reader may pause and reflect that things are not so bad for themselves after all
14 months ago, began a lesson which became a total RESET of my life. It started with the attack from the violent youth renegades; they wanted me to die, I know by the way they broke me. It was deliberate, out of the blue in randomness, and something these kids had done before.
the results were a week long hospital stay, 140 miles in an ambulance after that, to be CT scanned again for post surgery complications. 2 of 3 surgeries, passing a tiny bone marrow blood clot experience, 3 months in wheelchairs and 4 months on crutches, the corrupt renegade police who charged me with assault and let 7 or 8 kids walk scott free.
It's a more
unbelievable story than watching my night vision Bigfoot videos.
Bottom line is I got nuked by multiple attackers, lead by a hardcore Asian renegade, at the shopping mall in one of the wealthiest neighborhoods in Canada. The leader raging in anger, coked out of his mind I am sure - caught me from behind - with a pack of 7 or 8 rich kids about 25 yrs old in tow. I never even threw one punch nor tried to .... Hey I am 48 yrs old ... these were kids - this was more of a surprise than you could ever imagine.
They carried me out of sight of surveillance cameras at the mall. 11 pm Sunday night they held me down, spread my legs, 8 or so holding me down, with my head in a sleeper hold, the kicker from in between my legs and reverse heel kicked my lower leg Karate fashion with Dayton's. Presto - 3 piece Tibula, 5 piece fibula, dozens and dozens of cornflakes.
Then the renegades called the police !! by the time police arrived, all of 2 minutes had elapsed from the initial grab.
These kids knew what they were doing, that this kind of martial arts kick creates MAXIMUM bone fragments. This puts the recipient at a significant risk of dying from a blood clot.They had done it before I learned in the hospital from the x-ray technician. The police knew what was going on too. I got charged with assault, and the cops read me my rights in an ambulance.
13 months later follow that up with personal total financial disaster, I sold my house and lost a million dollars, then a family meltdown.
Now, add in, me, out tracking Sasquatch on crutches, pain killers and antidepressants. ... OK thats another story, see my profile for the links, are you getting the picture ?
it's a bit extreme. I haven't had a chance to run away and hide from any lessons, dont worry.
The Sasquatch tracking and encounters I was getting done on the downtime during it all, and they were quiet a gentle and positive thing. Bigfoot is scary but peaceful, curious and respectful as i am of them as well. The truth is they come to me, sometimes I feed them, they have come and found me most times I go out camping now, somehow even followed me back to my house
a hundred miles away at the beginning of all this.
Six months ago I lost my drivers license after selling my house, before I had a place to live. I mean this has not been your average meltdown ... lol
This was in the countryside not the city, so no buses.
I did not and
will not engage, the renegades and their pawns, because it suckers you into playing their game of hate. You cannot possibly win. it was after the attack I found John Lear talking about Sleeper on You-tube. What he said in those videos, well .... here I am today.
back to the original question ... I could not let lie there unanswered, me being me
Yes I hid after the attack, and I am making sure the renegade police have no further paper case or cause with me. Cross the T's and dot the i's.
Now I'm coming out of hiding, I needed a pause, and a safe place to recover. I have completed the physical and mental recovery now. It's been a rather big deal.
I am still in the game, playing by the rules, so it's not a problem, it's the crux of my mission completed.
If it's not the crux, I am well prepared for the next crux, since I am rested and recovered and mentally better prepared than ever, thanks to the people and ET's on this forum.
Putting a message in to my mother, who is out of the country, forgiving her, telling her I love her and ensuring her that she should not worry, about me. I can grind back.
The intriguing part now, is observing others, churning thru their missions, unaware, and me sometimes interacting with them. The past few days, 3d reality is a LOT different. I am a participant and at the same time, now an observer. Things that were familiar, are at the same time distant. it's hard to explain, and a cool feeling.I am now under my control, on my path again, fully functional, almost, physically. Mentally more empowered than I ever imagined possible. I am one hell of a happy camper, oddly enough. This life is good, even if the planet is a prison, I really enjoy the beauty of it all, and always have.
Another term here would be no problem for me. Hey I am also now feeling the happiest I EVER have been in my life.
This has been a test like no other and a total purge of hate from my system. YET, In spite of being reset to virtually absolute zero, the game advantage was given to me.
becase I would have never figured life out otherwise - had this epic not happenedCause the poop, oops I mean, fertilizer that I dumped on me, and had dumped on me by the Renegades .... well what can I say but I fully confirm the truth is - YOU CANT GROW WITHOUT FERTILIZER.Today was an awesome day, because I had to take all of it to understand and to put into play, Mr. Z's post above. Today was a watershed for me - I turned around in all senses of the euphemism.
Sleeper and Milton have given us all a major advantage I am beyond grateful, and respectful. I AM FULLY IN AWE ...