Post by garys on Dec 31, 2008 18:03:43 GMT -5
Hello all and happy new year!
I'm one of those that are staying in tonight - 2 young daughters and no baby sitters, ah well can't have the best of both worlds I suppose!
Anyhow, I have introduced myself on the other thread as some may have seen.
I have been meaning to write this for a while, so I will take this chance whilst facebook poker isn't working - i'll try and keep it fairly brief.
When I was 10, and very innocent, I was pursuaded to try something that if I had known the dangers of beforehand I would never have done it. I have never told my parents, and my wife only knows that I had this experience and not any of the details. This was a craze at the time, and shortly after my experimentation a number of children sadly died of doing the same thing...
A friend and I, went down into the fields near our house to inhale deodorant from a plastic bag - irresponsible I know now, but not at the time.
After while I just remember going extremely lightheaded and passed out, nothing, black. I don't really have a sense of time, but the next I know I see brightly coloured dots in front of me on a black, infinite background. The colours start to go downwards, giving me a feeling that i was raising up, although I had no sense of motion. The dots fell faster, and started to look like streams of multi-coloured ribbons giving the impression of almost being in a lift - elevator to you! - ascending rapidly.
After some (time), they started to slow down until I came to a standstill. Almost immediately I saw 5 or 6 figures - I cant give a description, they were more like illumiated outlines standing before me, slightly above and say a few meters away. All I remember is me saying, in an adult voice, "I'm not ready, I haven't accomplished what I set out to achieve" and the response was that they would give me another chance. This communication was in my head, not spoken word, but curiously my 'voice' was the voice from my adult life, not my unbroken 10 year old voice. I didnt even feel like a child.
Promptly, the coloured dots reappeared and I fell back to the ground. When I awoke, I had total amnesia and I remember looking around me not knowing where I was, who I was or even what a blade of grass was.
Slowly my I regained my memory and senses, and I remembered my experience.
Now one thing I would like to point out at this stage, is that I have only started to see the truth recently even though I have been reading Lou's threads for a couple of years. One thing that hit me like a brick, and I still find hard to comprehend is one aspect of this story I haven't yet mentioned.
Over the years reading ATS, I have often scoffed at people claiming reptillians exist. It sounds ludicrous to me. However, at the beginning of my experience, after I had passed out, I saw or hallucinated? (quite possible given what I had done) about 7 to 10 reptillian forms mulling around me. I viewed this from above but did not see my body. I can describe these in some fair detail - greeenish with a spiny tail, not sure about height, about 5-6 ft maybe more. They were walking around, communicating with each other, not me, although I was not aware of any sound.
I never paid much attention to this, just brushed it off as an halucination until I suddenly thought a few months ago after reading one of Lou's threads that they may have actually been real!.
Anyhow, since that day, I never really paid much attention to the experience, it certainly didn't change my life much (other that I heeded the warning they gave and remembered that I had been given another chance at life), until I came across Lou. Things have started to fail into place. I strongly suspect that I have contact with ET and certainly have always talked to my guardians that I have always known exist, and know who they are. I have amazingly detailed and regular dreams, very often lucid. Recently I have started to ask for them to show me around and funnily enough recall dreaming of some fantastic places - I will start a new thread on dreaming when I get round to it.
If this sounds a bit dis-jointed I apologise now, after all it is New Years Eve and I am staying in with a bottle of wine, of which only half a glass is left...
If anyone else has had an NDE i would be interested to hear about it.
Incidently Lou, you recently PM'd me about people purposes in life. I don;t know if you were specifically meaning me with your reply, but it hit the nail on the head.
Looking forward to joining in more
Gary
I'm one of those that are staying in tonight - 2 young daughters and no baby sitters, ah well can't have the best of both worlds I suppose!
Anyhow, I have introduced myself on the other thread as some may have seen.
I have been meaning to write this for a while, so I will take this chance whilst facebook poker isn't working - i'll try and keep it fairly brief.
When I was 10, and very innocent, I was pursuaded to try something that if I had known the dangers of beforehand I would never have done it. I have never told my parents, and my wife only knows that I had this experience and not any of the details. This was a craze at the time, and shortly after my experimentation a number of children sadly died of doing the same thing...
A friend and I, went down into the fields near our house to inhale deodorant from a plastic bag - irresponsible I know now, but not at the time.
After while I just remember going extremely lightheaded and passed out, nothing, black. I don't really have a sense of time, but the next I know I see brightly coloured dots in front of me on a black, infinite background. The colours start to go downwards, giving me a feeling that i was raising up, although I had no sense of motion. The dots fell faster, and started to look like streams of multi-coloured ribbons giving the impression of almost being in a lift - elevator to you! - ascending rapidly.
After some (time), they started to slow down until I came to a standstill. Almost immediately I saw 5 or 6 figures - I cant give a description, they were more like illumiated outlines standing before me, slightly above and say a few meters away. All I remember is me saying, in an adult voice, "I'm not ready, I haven't accomplished what I set out to achieve" and the response was that they would give me another chance. This communication was in my head, not spoken word, but curiously my 'voice' was the voice from my adult life, not my unbroken 10 year old voice. I didnt even feel like a child.
Promptly, the coloured dots reappeared and I fell back to the ground. When I awoke, I had total amnesia and I remember looking around me not knowing where I was, who I was or even what a blade of grass was.
Slowly my I regained my memory and senses, and I remembered my experience.
Now one thing I would like to point out at this stage, is that I have only started to see the truth recently even though I have been reading Lou's threads for a couple of years. One thing that hit me like a brick, and I still find hard to comprehend is one aspect of this story I haven't yet mentioned.
Over the years reading ATS, I have often scoffed at people claiming reptillians exist. It sounds ludicrous to me. However, at the beginning of my experience, after I had passed out, I saw or hallucinated? (quite possible given what I had done) about 7 to 10 reptillian forms mulling around me. I viewed this from above but did not see my body. I can describe these in some fair detail - greeenish with a spiny tail, not sure about height, about 5-6 ft maybe more. They were walking around, communicating with each other, not me, although I was not aware of any sound.
I never paid much attention to this, just brushed it off as an halucination until I suddenly thought a few months ago after reading one of Lou's threads that they may have actually been real!.
Anyhow, since that day, I never really paid much attention to the experience, it certainly didn't change my life much (other that I heeded the warning they gave and remembered that I had been given another chance at life), until I came across Lou. Things have started to fail into place. I strongly suspect that I have contact with ET and certainly have always talked to my guardians that I have always known exist, and know who they are. I have amazingly detailed and regular dreams, very often lucid. Recently I have started to ask for them to show me around and funnily enough recall dreaming of some fantastic places - I will start a new thread on dreaming when I get round to it.
If this sounds a bit dis-jointed I apologise now, after all it is New Years Eve and I am staying in with a bottle of wine, of which only half a glass is left...
If anyone else has had an NDE i would be interested to hear about it.
Incidently Lou, you recently PM'd me about people purposes in life. I don;t know if you were specifically meaning me with your reply, but it hit the nail on the head.
Looking forward to joining in more
Gary