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Post by Eevee on Jun 8, 2011 13:33:48 GMT -5
Hi Shenacie, You and others have inspired me to try to learn to paint in order to bring some of my dreams to life. I'm going to try out acrylics, but will have to teach myself..should be interesting. ;D You can do it! Jerry Yarnell's basic video covers all aspects of the basics. And he markets follow on videos that walk you through specific painting techniques, such as painting waves. I've been painting for some time now, and some of my most popular paintings are from Jerry's lessons! www.yarnellart.com/cart2/Home.htmThanks for the encouragement Shenacie, and thanks for the link, that was very thoughtful of you and I'm sure it will be very useful to me. I went out and bought some acrylic paints, brushes and paper and I've started working on an abstract piece (which has nothing to do with any dreams lol) just to get the feel of the paints and colours ect. I also found a site which was offering a free ebook on the basics of acrylic painting which I have downloaded. I just hope that one day I can paint some of my important "dreams" in the way that I want to. If I ever get as good as you, I will post them...don't hold your breath though! ;D Thank you!
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Post by baddeddie on Jun 8, 2011 13:45:42 GMT -5
Hi Bob, Very interesting take on why we can't remember our dreams. I really hadn't let it "bother" me per say but with so many folk here who do remember I was beginning to think I was weird or abnormal. Obviously, this isn't the case and accept that and am now sure my guides will have me remember them if its necessary and useful. Due to you posts here on the board I've gained a wealth of knowledge and am very grateful. Thank you, Eddie
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Post by Eevee on Jun 8, 2011 14:11:11 GMT -5
Thanks, Evee I'll be painting more in the future. I've just begun to be able to discuss that. It seems as though it was traumatic, so my mind denied me access to it. The memories were there, but I couldn't 'think about it.' My father tried to discuss it with me, he was irate about the intrusion in his life. But I wouldn't or couldn't discuss it. Then one day, when I was 50 yrs old, I suddenly had some access to the memories. It took me years to accept it. Finally, I engaged a psychologist who's helping me access the memories through meditation. He believes regression is too traumatic, Budd Hopkins cautioned me about that as well. Although the experience I illustrated was quite 'pleasant', there are others that I remember as 'nightmares' - of the very worst sort. I will take your offer to discuss it In that experience, I was 'escorted' to 'meet' the elders. It was 'conveyed' to me what an awesome 'honor' it was to be engaged directly by them. The little grey shits seemed equally in awe. When 'engaged', my body was like a puppet. His mind could control my body - the greys could do that to some extent. (NOT pleasant!) Or they use technology. Mind scan was pleasant. He conveyed, 'we mean you no harm'. And, I received an awesome sense of, age immense knowledge, and power. Lou says that the Aliens 'add that little something' that enables humans to experience this without being reduced to a quivering bowl of paranoid jelly. It's like LSD. For me, it's not nearly as straight forward as Lou's accounts. (Perhaps he translates into '3D' ) When in their presence, telepathy's not like 'radio'. It's more like you're in another dimension where all the others present share a 'group experience' with everyone sharing some of everyone else's feelings. It's like a 'we are all one', sort of thing. I can only describe the energy of each of our minds as little streams or rivers, merging into a large stream. The elders' minds were like raging, irresistible torrents. The energy of my mind was like a trickle. To be caught in the energy of the elder's minds, which is what happens when you look in their eyes, was like being swept away in a torrent. Pleasant, if he wanted it that way. And it conveyed it was male. Communication was on the though level, I'm translating into 'words'. The sense of 'oneness' and 'belonging' were so profound, that I've searched all my life for the same feelings though yoga and ect. It was as if 'in their dimension', they exist on the 3d physical plain, but on the mental plain as I described simultaneously. This conscious experience influenced my entire life, even though I 'couldn't think about it' till recently. Probably, I'll do regression at some point. However, I've become aware that it's hard work translating 4D memories to 3D. Usually, you just get abstract images. I get the impression that the 'elder' caused me to recall this at the point in my life where I was mature enough to deal with it. But confabulation is your main enemy in the process so, I don't take too many 'conclusions' as valid. So now I'm an adult executive having to deal with something I cannot discuss with anyone! ;D I appreciate the opportunity to talk about it with 'like minded' folk! It would be nice if Lou could shed some 'light' on this for me, but his material helpful anyway. Hi Shenacie, I look forward to seeing more of your experiences and dreams depicted in your paintings in the future. You said that one day when you were 50 years old you were suddenly allowed access to those memories, do you mean that you suddenly started dreaming about them, or did the memories come back to you in another way? I'm curious because I was given a memory whilst I was awake, they put the memory in my head, it played like a movie, but it was strange because I not only observed the scene as it played out, I was in it too! This has happened a few times, I wondered if this had ever happened to you? Also, when did your abductions take place, and do they still take you? I had to laugh when you describe the greys as little shits, I only remember seeing one once in a dream, I wrote about it here somewhere, he seemed like an ok dude as little shits go lol, I was frozen with terror in his presence though, or maybe he immobilized me. In any case I was desperate to get away from him. I don't think many people's accounts are ever going to be as straight forward as Lou's, I have to say those pesky ETs do have a sense of humour sometimes though. ;D I hope you don't mind the questions, and thanks for sharing your experiences and artwork!
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