Post by freshpaint on Nov 1, 2010 23:43:55 GMT -5
Hello board!
If you thought Part 1 was a sham deal, then you guys are going to be really pissed with Part 2!
Anyone looking for ET space rides, cool moon info, exciting disclosures on the next world disaster, free Yoo Hoo handouts, and little blue men should just take the closest exit now, with your popcorn.
Everyone else, lean in, and hold on to your butts.
Here is Part 2:
I awoke on Sunday, October 31, 2010 with a clear voice in my head which said, " And don't be so hard on yourself about the physical stuff, since that is all out of your control anyway."
This voice then sort of fuzzed out, like a radio channel which had been crystal clear moments before but yet now was losing clarity- as if I was going out of range somehow.
So I get up out of bed, thinking, "What the f**k is going on now?" This was not anything like my previous ET experience - my only ET experience. This, first of all, was a female voice. And this person seems really familiar, very friendly, and most importantly, more human-like somehow. Not like the communication that happened days earlier, with the extraterrestrials which was much more formal, and business-like in its manner. And frankly less human!
So here I wake up and someone or something has just told me in my head, to not worry about the 'physical stuff'. I am thinking, "What stuff, what stuff?"
I start to go about my Sunday with my family, as normally as I can considering someone just talked to me in my head. It is Halloween, and I had stuff to do in preparation. My husband and I met at church 18 years ago, but in the course of the years we just stopped going. So church was not on the agenda today with the family, but cleaning house and grocery shopping was.
I am walking through the apartment when I get this 'data dump' of information. It feels just like what happened the other day with the ETs. It is an explosion of information that is coming into my brain very quickly.
Although this time it feels different. Less linear. Imagine your brain is dough and someone pressed an impression onto the dough. The information was 'impressed' into my brain all at once, but I was only able to grasp it in linear 'data chunks.' Like my brain was unable to read the entire contents dumped, and had to go through the data in a linear fashion. Actually, it would very much be like us reading a page in a book. We use our eyes and scan line by line the information on the page, but when the page was printed, at least in the old fashioned printing press way, the entire page was pressed via ink onto the paper.
I was being given lots of data, but could only 'receive' what my feeble 3D mind could linearly scan.
As I begin to understand the data, this is what I learn:
The 'stuff I am not supposed to worry about ' is basically all of my life here in this physical 3 dimensional land! For all those times I have cried out in desperation to the universe, God, angels, etc. and begged for some understanding of my existence, well, it is this:
I am a container, a meat package vessel for this thing called the soul. The soul is a seed of sorts, for something spiritual, sacred and grand, but right now I am but an ovum, and not really much in terms of a spiritual, mental, or even physical being.
And I am sentenced like a criminal because of something I did in a past life. And as part of the payment for past wrongs, I am put into this body and I am being abducted by ETs all the darn time for the purpose of experiments of some sort, like what I experienced the other day. Except that I am being abducted at night or whenever and I don't know about it and in fact have never known about it. That I am complicit with this ongoing abduction, and actually I have no say in what really happens in my life to a great degree.
As all this information is being downloaded, instead of being depressed, or sad, somehow I feel really calm. There is an 'aha!' sort of feeling, a sense of all the puzzle pieces of my life coming together.
Now, I am still in mid-step from walking around my apartment when all of this has been placed into my brain. And I have to keep doing normal life.
And surprisingly, I do. I eat breakfast, hang out with the kids, clean the kitchen. As the day goes on, here and there I get more of the data 'chunking' filtering through my brain, I am getting more information.
I drive to the grocery store and as I am reaching for a box of cereal or something on the grocery shelf, and I get more information....
Many of my life's problems stem from the fact that I am basically a human lab rat being used for experiments. The episodes of depression I have fought with over the years, well that was part of the experiments to see the effects of the body chemicals of depression relating to something the ETs were interested in.
The cute swim instructor who made my heart palpitate this summer and made me act like a stupid 7th grader with puppy love, which was very embarrassing since I am happily married and was at least 10 years older than he - well, that was an experiment to see how the body chemistry changed with attraction relating to something the ETs were working on.
My inability over the years to stay healthy while trying to get my running and jogging routines together is yet another ET issue. I always seemed to be in a great running routine only to be stymied by an accident, or a bad flu, or cold. Well, that was because my body chemistry was being altered too much from running. The ETs had to stop me from running to get my body chemistry back to where they wanted it.
I now leave the grocery store, and head for home. I am living my life, going about my activities in preparation for Halloween, but at the same time my life is... shattered. And yet I remain calm.
I go home, greet the family and we start getting dressed for Halloween, and meanwhile, as I start putting my Halloween make-up on I get the last bit of data about my life...
Since I know about my abductions, I am now part of a new group of experiments. Some of the ETs, certain factions, want to see what happens when you know you are an abductee versus not knowing. In fact, much of the world gets abducted. Most people in the world have this as part of their everyday lives and have not one f**king clue about it. In fact, why there is even 'sleep' in the first place is so that our human body can get abducted.
So now I am in the ' I get to know' group. As a result, I will get to be calm, and this is ET manipulated calmness, otherwise I would sort of fall apart and go into psychosis.
I also have to 'fly right' in my life. I have to eat right, I can't do drugs,I can't smoke, I can drink in moderation, I can't go training for that Sprint Triathlon because it will change my body too much. Basically I have to act as if I am pregnant, because frankly that part is being messed with as well, and I may, in fact, be pregnant at any given time. But I would not know it as the tiny fetus is taken away. However, ET experiments are not strictly about the human body. It has to do with the body interacting with your soul in some complex way. 3D land and other dimensions mixing. The experiments also have to do with how I am as a person. My character is being as much tested as my physical body, in fact maybe more so. My soul is damaged with evil thoughts and actions. So the deal with the ETs is that I need to be not only being careful of what I eat and how I treat my body, but I need to be working on being a better person in life.
I finish getting dressed and take my handsome husband's hand into mine and we walk out of our apartment. I look at my beautiful children, dressed in their Halloween outfits. I have a lot to be grateful for. My life might be manipulated, and some parts of it are not what I thought they were, but I have a really good life. I could have ended up in the pits of poverty in Africa, afflicted with AIDS. About 80 percent of earth lives in destitution, or squalor. Looking around at the gorgeous fall weather, as the sun begins to set and the fall wind blows, I feel happy, and I feel calm.
As we walk down the road what really comes to mind is the scene from the movie, "The Matrix' when Neo realizes that he was nothing more than a battery for machines and his real life was --- not real.
But what I have is a family who loves me. And I love them. And no matter what has been altered, what reality has been either taken from me, or thrust upon me, in the end, my life is still good. What more could I want in my life, than what I actually have? I have a terrific husband, great children, good relationships with friends and family. I like where we live and I like my life. The relationships, the love, the real meaty stuff in life that people want, I got. It just has some really strange additions to it now. But it is not a lost life, just a very different life.
And I also get some 'perks' for participating in this unique ET program. Just ' knowing the truth' is considered by the extraterrestrials a gift all on its own, as painful a gift as it might seem. In addition I get to forget every abduction every single time. No matter what happens to me, I get to forget it, like it never happened. And one of my other perks in particular is that I get to write a kind of ET 'reminder note' to myself, occasionally, to help me on my journey.
Which brings us back to the start of my little tale. When I woke up Sunday morning, the voice I heard in my head was myself... I heard myself. I heard myself via a supernatural ET 'reminder note' that got played as I woke up, telling my just waking up self, not to worry about the physical stuff. That it is out of my control anyway, and not to worry.
If you thought Part 1 was a sham deal, then you guys are going to be really pissed with Part 2!
Anyone looking for ET space rides, cool moon info, exciting disclosures on the next world disaster, free Yoo Hoo handouts, and little blue men should just take the closest exit now, with your popcorn.
Everyone else, lean in, and hold on to your butts.
Here is Part 2:
I awoke on Sunday, October 31, 2010 with a clear voice in my head which said, " And don't be so hard on yourself about the physical stuff, since that is all out of your control anyway."
This voice then sort of fuzzed out, like a radio channel which had been crystal clear moments before but yet now was losing clarity- as if I was going out of range somehow.
So I get up out of bed, thinking, "What the f**k is going on now?" This was not anything like my previous ET experience - my only ET experience. This, first of all, was a female voice. And this person seems really familiar, very friendly, and most importantly, more human-like somehow. Not like the communication that happened days earlier, with the extraterrestrials which was much more formal, and business-like in its manner. And frankly less human!
So here I wake up and someone or something has just told me in my head, to not worry about the 'physical stuff'. I am thinking, "What stuff, what stuff?"
I start to go about my Sunday with my family, as normally as I can considering someone just talked to me in my head. It is Halloween, and I had stuff to do in preparation. My husband and I met at church 18 years ago, but in the course of the years we just stopped going. So church was not on the agenda today with the family, but cleaning house and grocery shopping was.
I am walking through the apartment when I get this 'data dump' of information. It feels just like what happened the other day with the ETs. It is an explosion of information that is coming into my brain very quickly.
Although this time it feels different. Less linear. Imagine your brain is dough and someone pressed an impression onto the dough. The information was 'impressed' into my brain all at once, but I was only able to grasp it in linear 'data chunks.' Like my brain was unable to read the entire contents dumped, and had to go through the data in a linear fashion. Actually, it would very much be like us reading a page in a book. We use our eyes and scan line by line the information on the page, but when the page was printed, at least in the old fashioned printing press way, the entire page was pressed via ink onto the paper.
I was being given lots of data, but could only 'receive' what my feeble 3D mind could linearly scan.
As I begin to understand the data, this is what I learn:
The 'stuff I am not supposed to worry about ' is basically all of my life here in this physical 3 dimensional land! For all those times I have cried out in desperation to the universe, God, angels, etc. and begged for some understanding of my existence, well, it is this:
I am a container, a meat package vessel for this thing called the soul. The soul is a seed of sorts, for something spiritual, sacred and grand, but right now I am but an ovum, and not really much in terms of a spiritual, mental, or even physical being.
And I am sentenced like a criminal because of something I did in a past life. And as part of the payment for past wrongs, I am put into this body and I am being abducted by ETs all the darn time for the purpose of experiments of some sort, like what I experienced the other day. Except that I am being abducted at night or whenever and I don't know about it and in fact have never known about it. That I am complicit with this ongoing abduction, and actually I have no say in what really happens in my life to a great degree.
As all this information is being downloaded, instead of being depressed, or sad, somehow I feel really calm. There is an 'aha!' sort of feeling, a sense of all the puzzle pieces of my life coming together.
Now, I am still in mid-step from walking around my apartment when all of this has been placed into my brain. And I have to keep doing normal life.
And surprisingly, I do. I eat breakfast, hang out with the kids, clean the kitchen. As the day goes on, here and there I get more of the data 'chunking' filtering through my brain, I am getting more information.
I drive to the grocery store and as I am reaching for a box of cereal or something on the grocery shelf, and I get more information....
Many of my life's problems stem from the fact that I am basically a human lab rat being used for experiments. The episodes of depression I have fought with over the years, well that was part of the experiments to see the effects of the body chemicals of depression relating to something the ETs were interested in.
The cute swim instructor who made my heart palpitate this summer and made me act like a stupid 7th grader with puppy love, which was very embarrassing since I am happily married and was at least 10 years older than he - well, that was an experiment to see how the body chemistry changed with attraction relating to something the ETs were working on.
My inability over the years to stay healthy while trying to get my running and jogging routines together is yet another ET issue. I always seemed to be in a great running routine only to be stymied by an accident, or a bad flu, or cold. Well, that was because my body chemistry was being altered too much from running. The ETs had to stop me from running to get my body chemistry back to where they wanted it.
I now leave the grocery store, and head for home. I am living my life, going about my activities in preparation for Halloween, but at the same time my life is... shattered. And yet I remain calm.
I go home, greet the family and we start getting dressed for Halloween, and meanwhile, as I start putting my Halloween make-up on I get the last bit of data about my life...
Since I know about my abductions, I am now part of a new group of experiments. Some of the ETs, certain factions, want to see what happens when you know you are an abductee versus not knowing. In fact, much of the world gets abducted. Most people in the world have this as part of their everyday lives and have not one f**king clue about it. In fact, why there is even 'sleep' in the first place is so that our human body can get abducted.
So now I am in the ' I get to know' group. As a result, I will get to be calm, and this is ET manipulated calmness, otherwise I would sort of fall apart and go into psychosis.
I also have to 'fly right' in my life. I have to eat right, I can't do drugs,I can't smoke, I can drink in moderation, I can't go training for that Sprint Triathlon because it will change my body too much. Basically I have to act as if I am pregnant, because frankly that part is being messed with as well, and I may, in fact, be pregnant at any given time. But I would not know it as the tiny fetus is taken away. However, ET experiments are not strictly about the human body. It has to do with the body interacting with your soul in some complex way. 3D land and other dimensions mixing. The experiments also have to do with how I am as a person. My character is being as much tested as my physical body, in fact maybe more so. My soul is damaged with evil thoughts and actions. So the deal with the ETs is that I need to be not only being careful of what I eat and how I treat my body, but I need to be working on being a better person in life.
I finish getting dressed and take my handsome husband's hand into mine and we walk out of our apartment. I look at my beautiful children, dressed in their Halloween outfits. I have a lot to be grateful for. My life might be manipulated, and some parts of it are not what I thought they were, but I have a really good life. I could have ended up in the pits of poverty in Africa, afflicted with AIDS. About 80 percent of earth lives in destitution, or squalor. Looking around at the gorgeous fall weather, as the sun begins to set and the fall wind blows, I feel happy, and I feel calm.
As we walk down the road what really comes to mind is the scene from the movie, "The Matrix' when Neo realizes that he was nothing more than a battery for machines and his real life was --- not real.
But what I have is a family who loves me. And I love them. And no matter what has been altered, what reality has been either taken from me, or thrust upon me, in the end, my life is still good. What more could I want in my life, than what I actually have? I have a terrific husband, great children, good relationships with friends and family. I like where we live and I like my life. The relationships, the love, the real meaty stuff in life that people want, I got. It just has some really strange additions to it now. But it is not a lost life, just a very different life.
And I also get some 'perks' for participating in this unique ET program. Just ' knowing the truth' is considered by the extraterrestrials a gift all on its own, as painful a gift as it might seem. In addition I get to forget every abduction every single time. No matter what happens to me, I get to forget it, like it never happened. And one of my other perks in particular is that I get to write a kind of ET 'reminder note' to myself, occasionally, to help me on my journey.
Which brings us back to the start of my little tale. When I woke up Sunday morning, the voice I heard in my head was myself... I heard myself. I heard myself via a supernatural ET 'reminder note' that got played as I woke up, telling my just waking up self, not to worry about the physical stuff. That it is out of my control anyway, and not to worry.