Post by acegotflows on Aug 22, 2011 19:18:18 GMT -5
Hello all. I'm new on here but have been following John Lear and Sleeper since 07 off ATS. I grew up in Miami to a family that really tried to explain away a lot of experiences as God. My mother was big into Sci-fi and fantasy so as long as the conversations went along those lines, it was fine.
For some reason a lot of my life is a blank, probably either due to tinkering or food additives and meds.
When I was a baby, everyone thought I was smart. They found out at a young age I was severly dyslexic. Family and friends told me that I could spot a plane or any object in the sky before anyone else could see it even as a baby.
I've always had strange encounters. A few of mine and my families.
My family is Christian and we attended non-denominational church (talking in tongues, healing, interpretation, etc.)
MY grandmother could actually see events happen sometimes. One time a friend of mine got murdered and somehow she could see the event through his eyes, even down to his fear of dying as his life drew to a close. When she was dying my brother said that she came to him one night in his room as a glowing figure standing in the dark (she was in a wheelchair for 40+ years from severe arthritis. She always spoke in tongues and quoted her bible verses. When she passed away, my aunt said that she saw a vision of her in a new body dancing and enjoying herself.
My mother says she talks to God and hears his voice and has dreams and messages channeled through her. There are many times that she's told me the future and I have told her also. She opened up and started to tell me stories of how she would see shadows move when she was younger and her grandmother would tell her don't worry about it, just call on God.
She told me of one time when she was laying in the bathtub after a long night of work and relaxing when she happened to open her eyes and look up to see the ceiling and roof of the bathroom gone and a disk shaped UFO hovering above her before it disappeared/took off quickly.
One time me, mom and grandma were driving up the Florida turnpike to go to a church funtion when a car crossed over from the other side and was headed for what seemed to he a head on collision. At the last second a hand came out of the sky and proceeded to send the car that was coming at us backwards and to the side at roughly the same speed that it was coming our way. They thanked God. I just said to myself whoa.
I vaguely remember leaving my body when I was younger, floating above myself looking down at my body in a sleep state. Where I went or who I met I don't remember but I was always afraid to sleep in the dark until I was at least 10.
I would sometimes get incredible insight on people and could tell them things about themselves and their lives that I could not have possibly known.
I have had experiences with Shadow people or something of the sort. Once I had an experience when I was sleeping I woke up to shadows at the end of the bed casting shadows as the light from outside caused them to leave a silhouette. Another time I was sleeping with a cd and candles on and all of the sudden my cd skipped and the candle flickered. I looked up to see some type of shadow and instantaneously it disappeared. Later on that day I found out that somebody I knew died in a car accident around that time that I experieced that.
I've also had visions, some induced by Mushrooms and LSD, but some not. I had a vision one night sleeping on the couch that I was outside in some field or something. I looked up and saw a ball of light doing tricks in the sky. Then all of the sudden it turned to a craft and these angel type beings (Only reference I could relate to) with wings covered the whole sky wings touching until the sky went dark. Then I felt this wave of energy over my body It felt like a blanket of cool electrified water and it made me feel in a peaceful state. I woke up in tears.
Another time on Mushrooms I had an out of body where I floated up and wound up in some hangar type of place where people were getting on and off some massive space ships. There were some alien entities there (I don't know what they were but resembled greys but were taller?) They telepathically asked me what I was doing there like I shocked them and told me that it was not my time yet. I have no idea what that meant. One time after taking some paper acid, I started to see on the walls pyramids and a dancing figure. When I closed my eyes I still saw the dancing figure and her arms moved about like she was literally dancing like an Egyptian(like in the 80's song). Later on that night I was visited by a shadow that stood over me as I drifted in and out of conciousness. As I looked up she bent over and touched me forehead to forehead and it felt like a transfer of something. A few days later I went to a store that had books dealing in magic, angels, spirits, occult etc and I stumbled upon a book that had the entity that I saw dancing. I found out that she was an Orishas and her name was Oya.
I eventually developed a sleep disorder and started having strange occurences. I would feel like I could communicate with spirits and otherworld entities. I barely slept, but when I did I had strange experiences that seemed to go on for hours but really only lasted minutes. Once I saw the silhouette of an ex girlfriend of mine and she got in bed with me and somehow or the other we had intercourse. I woke up and my room smelled like tears. The next day she called me out of the blue as we had not spoken in months. She could remote view and sometimes we would be on the phone and she would tell me what I was wearing and what other people in the house were doing. Eventually the sleep disorder drove me mad and I had a psychotic episode that I regret to this day, though I don't remember what happened. I haven't really had many experiences since, but I know what I've been through is real.
I appreciate anywhere that I can share my experiences and know that others will not automatically dismiss me as insane.
anyone who has comments or wants to share can email me at acegotflows@yahoo.com. I look forward to being a member and reading and sharing more. Thanks
For some reason a lot of my life is a blank, probably either due to tinkering or food additives and meds.
When I was a baby, everyone thought I was smart. They found out at a young age I was severly dyslexic. Family and friends told me that I could spot a plane or any object in the sky before anyone else could see it even as a baby.
I've always had strange encounters. A few of mine and my families.
My family is Christian and we attended non-denominational church (talking in tongues, healing, interpretation, etc.)
MY grandmother could actually see events happen sometimes. One time a friend of mine got murdered and somehow she could see the event through his eyes, even down to his fear of dying as his life drew to a close. When she was dying my brother said that she came to him one night in his room as a glowing figure standing in the dark (she was in a wheelchair for 40+ years from severe arthritis. She always spoke in tongues and quoted her bible verses. When she passed away, my aunt said that she saw a vision of her in a new body dancing and enjoying herself.
My mother says she talks to God and hears his voice and has dreams and messages channeled through her. There are many times that she's told me the future and I have told her also. She opened up and started to tell me stories of how she would see shadows move when she was younger and her grandmother would tell her don't worry about it, just call on God.
She told me of one time when she was laying in the bathtub after a long night of work and relaxing when she happened to open her eyes and look up to see the ceiling and roof of the bathroom gone and a disk shaped UFO hovering above her before it disappeared/took off quickly.
One time me, mom and grandma were driving up the Florida turnpike to go to a church funtion when a car crossed over from the other side and was headed for what seemed to he a head on collision. At the last second a hand came out of the sky and proceeded to send the car that was coming at us backwards and to the side at roughly the same speed that it was coming our way. They thanked God. I just said to myself whoa.
I vaguely remember leaving my body when I was younger, floating above myself looking down at my body in a sleep state. Where I went or who I met I don't remember but I was always afraid to sleep in the dark until I was at least 10.
I would sometimes get incredible insight on people and could tell them things about themselves and their lives that I could not have possibly known.
I have had experiences with Shadow people or something of the sort. Once I had an experience when I was sleeping I woke up to shadows at the end of the bed casting shadows as the light from outside caused them to leave a silhouette. Another time I was sleeping with a cd and candles on and all of the sudden my cd skipped and the candle flickered. I looked up to see some type of shadow and instantaneously it disappeared. Later on that day I found out that somebody I knew died in a car accident around that time that I experieced that.
I've also had visions, some induced by Mushrooms and LSD, but some not. I had a vision one night sleeping on the couch that I was outside in some field or something. I looked up and saw a ball of light doing tricks in the sky. Then all of the sudden it turned to a craft and these angel type beings (Only reference I could relate to) with wings covered the whole sky wings touching until the sky went dark. Then I felt this wave of energy over my body It felt like a blanket of cool electrified water and it made me feel in a peaceful state. I woke up in tears.
Another time on Mushrooms I had an out of body where I floated up and wound up in some hangar type of place where people were getting on and off some massive space ships. There were some alien entities there (I don't know what they were but resembled greys but were taller?) They telepathically asked me what I was doing there like I shocked them and told me that it was not my time yet. I have no idea what that meant. One time after taking some paper acid, I started to see on the walls pyramids and a dancing figure. When I closed my eyes I still saw the dancing figure and her arms moved about like she was literally dancing like an Egyptian(like in the 80's song). Later on that night I was visited by a shadow that stood over me as I drifted in and out of conciousness. As I looked up she bent over and touched me forehead to forehead and it felt like a transfer of something. A few days later I went to a store that had books dealing in magic, angels, spirits, occult etc and I stumbled upon a book that had the entity that I saw dancing. I found out that she was an Orishas and her name was Oya.
I eventually developed a sleep disorder and started having strange occurences. I would feel like I could communicate with spirits and otherworld entities. I barely slept, but when I did I had strange experiences that seemed to go on for hours but really only lasted minutes. Once I saw the silhouette of an ex girlfriend of mine and she got in bed with me and somehow or the other we had intercourse. I woke up and my room smelled like tears. The next day she called me out of the blue as we had not spoken in months. She could remote view and sometimes we would be on the phone and she would tell me what I was wearing and what other people in the house were doing. Eventually the sleep disorder drove me mad and I had a psychotic episode that I regret to this day, though I don't remember what happened. I haven't really had many experiences since, but I know what I've been through is real.
I appreciate anywhere that I can share my experiences and know that others will not automatically dismiss me as insane.
anyone who has comments or wants to share can email me at acegotflows@yahoo.com. I look forward to being a member and reading and sharing more. Thanks