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Post by Izarith on Nov 28, 2008 10:31:15 GMT -5
Hello All,
I just want to get this thought out before it fades.
I have come to note that after I have a spiritual moment or whatever (I don't know what to call it)there always seems to be a few weeks of messages that follow the moment.
After having that dream I had a few days of complete joy. But almost like a drug it is starting to fade, like a wet dream you feel great in the morning but when night falls your horny again.
But now I can see a trail of bread crumbs. I'm noticing opportunities everywhere and info is bombarding me.
As an example I just saw the movie American Beauty. For years I have seen the movie at rental places and people have told me to watch it, but there was always a voice in the back of my head saying not now, not now.
After watching the movie and hearing what the dude says at the end. I had a gut feeling that that was what my dream was about. It's all going to be OK. ( I posted what he says at the end but I can't stand people who spoil movies so I deleted it ).
I have come to realize that my eyes are so closed to every moment that is happening all around me at all times. We are part of a real puzzle and it is so amazing how the pieces fall into place and how we are made to stumble on them is so cool!
Life is a puzzle and to say life is by intelligent design dose it no Justis.
TA!! Izarith.
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Post by Eevee on Nov 29, 2008 1:03:26 GMT -5
I finally had my very first ET dream!!
The last thing I remember is that I was to aware of the dream and they filled my mind with a dream so profound that it was no longer a dream. The only way I can describe it is to say No matter how many senses we have as humans, no matter how heightened they may get. It will never compare to what we feel on the other side. Its like being an individual droplet of water while feeling the entire ocean.Hey Izzy, Wow!, So you finally had an ET 'epiphany' dream, good for for you, I am so happy for you, it sounds like you had it just at the right time, everything happens for a reason, and the timing of events is no coincidence either. Trust you to have all the fun whilst I am away though. ;D I have had a couple of very vivid dreams this past week. The first one had my Mother in it, the second one had my Father in. Neither dream was particularly pleasant, people were trying to trick, deceive or upset me in some way, but I tried my hardest to do the right things, and I'm sure that I did. I feel these dreams were very important, no coincidence that within less than a week I have dreams with my parents in them. It's almost as if because I can't face them in real life at the moment, I am being forced to deal with them in my dreams, at least I didn't try to escape from my Dad this time, I looked him in the eye and begged him to let go of his anger. Not that it did any good, but at least I tried.
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Post by Izarith on Nov 29, 2008 4:38:58 GMT -5
Oh Eevee,
I'm glad you are back.
I wish things could be better between you and your parents. But it looks like Et can do no more than piss you off like I'm about to do till you start acting like a big girl and at least give pops a call.
I would hate it if I were and angry old man some day and my little girl refused to see me. What a cold and miserable life that would be. The tormenting guilt I would suffer for making here feel I need to die alone never seeing her or my grand children. I would hope that she would take pity on me and do her best to brake threw my ugly shell that has grown over my sad soul. I would hope she shed a little light in my life and forgive me.
Eevee don't let your parents go out like that it's not right and it is cruel. Some of us have a history of cruelty in our blood line, I'm sure everyones blood line did at one point till that little girl turned the tides.
It's an ugly job Eevee and one only meant for the willing. So if your willing why wait?
Now I'm going to go hide under a rock before you clobber me.
* Izarith gathers his chee strength to preform the most powerful, most ancient martial art ninjitsu technique ever created and used by the most skilled shinobies ever..........RUNNING!!!*
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Post by Eevee on Nov 29, 2008 6:51:44 GMT -5
I must have missed the memo saying it was International Kick Eevee's Butt Week. Thanks Izzy, I think I needed that. I bought a magazine the other day to cheer myself up, I don't usually pay too much attention to the horoscopes, but for each sign there was an affirmation for 2009. Gemini's affirmation is: "I must not live a lie, or fool myself about what I truly want. I must acknowledge that I can be my own worst enemy" It seems to fit my situation perfectly. You are right Izzy, I am pissed off, very pissed off, but not with you, or ET, or my parents, only with myself.
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Post by tommyknockers on Nov 29, 2008 7:28:45 GMT -5
Imagine a long some what narrow repeating room full of the characters places and thing that make up your life. Have you ever held a mirror up to a mirror? The reflection goes on forever in both directions.
This is kind of how these rooms of your life repeat but the seams blend together so well you can’t really tell it is just a repeat. And all of the characters places and things are slightly different.
I did get the feeling it was linier time both forward and backwards but the resolution of the time slices was so high you really couldn’t travel time. There were millions and millions of rooms between yesterday today and tomorrow.
Every so often I the main character in one of the rooms realize that I can cross the boundary to these rooms and have an effect on the main character me in the next room.
You can not speak directly to yourself because it is somehow against the rules so you assume the role of someone else perhaps the person that is having dinner with you and you attempt to enlighten them by directing the conversation you are now having with yourself.
I found that a very good spot to hang out was outside of my bedroom waiting for the other ileteration of myself to fall asleep as soon as they (I) fell asleep I could talk directly to the other me but it was always problematic because the other self was in a dream state and didn’t take anything I said seriously.
The source of all strange super natural things was the direct result of one illiteration of me trying to make direct contact with a different ileteration of myself. At one point I walked right up to myself and said hey it’s me did you know you can cross the boundaries? My other self perceived it as a ball of fire coming thru the roof.
This story was told to me by someone that looked and talk just like me while I was dreaming. When he finish he said lay back down I am going to wake you up so you can remember. I woke up and came directly down stairs and wrote this post. Take it for what it is worth.
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Post by Izarith on Nov 29, 2008 8:17:07 GMT -5
Holy mother of,
Tommy!! I don't know if you recall but my I have mentioned that my guide the wizard in black robes no mater what costume he is wearing always has the same joking nature and cynical smile I have even said once to quote my self.....
" he looked familiar like I knew him he looked like what I always imagined I would look like some day."
My guide could be me from a far of section of my linear mirror. That would explain the other wizard who was very pissed off about the hole situation!! The far off repeat of myself was almost breaking the rule, riding the line making direct contact with me.............THAT IS SO LIKE ME LOL!!!!
Wait that would mean...............ooooooooo Tommy you are in trouble lol!!
kick ass dream and info Tommy!! My heart skipped a beat as i reading it.
Take it for what it's worth? Dude this shit is priceless.
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Post by Izarith on Nov 29, 2008 8:55:12 GMT -5
I must have missed the memo saying it was International Kick Eevee's Butt Week. The week ain't over yet hun. hahahamuamuamuaguaguagua!! Just kidding Eevee. ;D Don't get mad.....GET EVEN!!! Show that troublesome Eevee what you can do, And for buda's sake don't wait till 2009!! Call your folks up tomorrow in the wee hours of the morning, catch them off guard, sleepy and totally disoriented. You can clobber me later once you feel guilty after hearing the worry in there voice for calling at such an odd hour. But what ever, whats one more Christmas at odds with the folks.
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Post by Griffin on Nov 29, 2008 9:26:22 GMT -5
Tommy, I have to say that was pretty trippy! I wish Sleeper would be here so he could give his opinion about that guide-theory. Pretty sweet nonetheless.
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Post by tommyknockers on Nov 29, 2008 12:58:50 GMT -5
Well even if it turns out to be BS it might make a good movie plot…”Boundary Jumpers”. Any writers out there?
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Post by noface on Nov 29, 2008 19:02:11 GMT -5
Well even if it turns out to be BS it might make a good movie plot…”Boundary Jumpers”. Any writers out there? It doesn't sound like BS at all to me, tommy. It sounds like a CLASSIC example of your unconscious mind demonstrating it's infinite "Oneness". It is the same being looking out of every pair of eyes and that being is your true nature - awareness itself - as is evidenced by your own dream, which you had no conscious control to impose your limiting beliefs on. When we all look at each other it is one mirror being held up to another and true being that is the seer, the seen and the act of seeing. It is like one noface being looking at another noface being. It's the same awareness - the real you - looking at itself. Just as it is the same water that makes up all of the unique snowflakes. Thanks for the clear example of truth revealing itself through the misunderstandings and illusions of false beliefs our conscious minds tend to develope. How are you going to hate and envy others now that you know it is you that you are looking at? ;D
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Post by tommyknockers on Nov 29, 2008 19:49:13 GMT -5
I wanted to add that last night was not a very likely dreaming night. It is a 4 day weekend for me and I drank a bunch of coffee that night so I was up very late. That is usually a good way to ruin any chance of dreams or at least remembering them. I force myself to go to bed about 3:30 a.m. As soon as my head hit the pillow that loud ringing sound started in my ears. I have talked about that before on other threads. The ringing is very load and high pitch almost to the point of pain. You really can’t focus or think about anything else when it starts. Then two bright white flashes almost as if someone was setting off a flash bulb right in front of your face. The flash made me sit up and open my eyes and look around. Then I had that high rush of adrenaline that you get if you almost fall or hit a car or something. The ringing stopped and I fell asleep. When I woke up the clock said 5:00a.m. So only 90 min later.
And here is the weird part… It was as if my brain did not realize I was awake and it just kept on dreaming. I have no curtains on my bedroom window and a large maple tree just outside. The tree and moonlight were morphing and changing in to faces and colors and weirdness just like you would see in a dream. It was pretty much full blown hallucinations while being wide awake and sober. It wasn’t until I made it down stair and hit the office light that my brain said hey this guy is awake then it stopped.
On the other thread Muse in his own way pretty much said he thinks Sleeper and Uncle Milty are out making house calls… So everyone better put on a clean pair of shorts before you go to bed the next few days.
Oh and Noface. Is that a Buddha twist? Where can I read more?
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Post by noface on Nov 29, 2008 21:56:12 GMT -5
Oh and Noface. Is that a Buddha twist? Where can I read more? Sort of an everything out there twist. Buddhism is certainly one thing that covers it well. It's as old as archetypes, or underlying patterns that created everything in the universe. Carl Jung, Freud's protege, who ended up developing an anti-Freudian view of the Unconscious mind that people aren't just all violence and sex, used to make Freud pass out just by his presence. Jung, based on his brilliant and massive study of theology, mythology, and all things spiritual, as well as his personal experiences, created the psychological groundwork which is used by almost everything today with his theory of archetypes, or patterns of consciousness. The main archetype being the Self. In Jungian theory, the Self is one of the archetypes. It signifies the coherent whole, unified consciousness and unconscious of a person. The Self, according to Jung, is realised as the product of individuation, which in Jungian view is the process of integrating one's personality. For Jung, the self is symbolised by the circle (especially when divided in four quadrants), the square, or the mandala.
What distinguishes Jungian psychology is the idea that there are two centers of the personality. The ego is the center of consciousness, whereas the Self is the center of the total personality, which includes consciousness, the unconscious, and the ego. The Self is both the whole and the center. While the ego is a self-contained little circle off the center contained within the whole, the Self can be understood as the greater circle.[1] - from wikipediaYour dream seemed to be a pretty good example of this. It's sounds to me like you are just taping into that greater Self, the Unconscious mind, which was never different from you. You just weren't, and aren't, fully conscious of it. I like sleeper's approach of not messing with it. It will reveal what is necessary when the time is right. I guess what I am saying is that there are many many many different ways to look at this stuff that deals with the unconscious mind. Nondual spirituality is another popular view now days. I think the important thing to remember is that it is your own mind you are dealing with and not to project it onto someone else. Even Freud knew that. ;D Like sleeper says, all you can experience is your own karma.
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Post by Trailrider on Nov 30, 2008 0:03:48 GMT -5
On the other thread Muse in his own way pretty much said he thinks Sleeper and Uncle Milty are out making house calls… So everyone better put on a clean pair of shorts before you go to bed the next few days. Hmmm this could be embarrassing as I sleep naked .... Thats odd to read of muse's notion, because today, I do have the urge to visit that special place where I saw my first pair of Sasquatches and, also video taped the ET pure energy entities for the first time. Except this time I would be going alone .... Dreams are one thing, but a night out in the bush alone is scary, or at least it was, before I became a member of this forum.
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Post by vortices on Nov 30, 2008 0:53:30 GMT -5
Sheesh Tommy that is one heck of a download.....I've read your post a couple of times now.....and I am still having a tough time getting my mind around it. A phrase that Sleeper said about when we all reach the end of this journey and begin our next (die and move upward..hopefully), we would all be shocked! It was the context in which he used 'shocked'....like something is right under our noses right now but we just can't quite see it. I may be way off, your post has scrambled my brains a tad.
By the way is this a first Tommy?? this type of heavy duty kind of experience?? Congratulations my friend if it is.
Izzy had a 'OMG OMG OMG dream experience'....Muse had something happen.
Mea's experience and then what Trailrider posted from the earthfiles......
I see that this roller coaster is picking up some speed......weeeeeeeeeeee
;D ;D~vortices
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Post by Eevee on Nov 30, 2008 1:41:03 GMT -5
Don't get mad.....GET EVEN!!! Show that troublesome Eevee what you can do, And for buda's sake don't wait till 2009!! Call your folks up tomorrow in the wee hours of the morning, catch them off guard, sleepy and totally disoriented. You can clobber me later once you feel guilty after hearing the worry in there voice for calling at such an odd hour. But what ever, whats one more Christmas at odds with the folks. Izzy, I will not be calling my parents at 3 a.m to play guess who, if there is one thing that I learned from my Dad, that is never, ever wake him up!! I do have a plan though, I am going to write them a letter explaining that I want nothing from them, all I want is to try to build some bridges, and tell them about my two children. I will put the letter inside a christmas card, together with two photos, one of my daughter, and one of my son. If my children can't melt 13 years of rock solid ice, then no one can. Thank You Izzy.
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