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Post by Azrael on Aug 9, 2009 18:16:39 GMT -5
Im not sure these are worthy of there own thread but I will share them since I dont see a generic post your experiences thread. When I was young say 4 years old I remember being paralyzed at night and not being able to yell or scream for help and there being someone there just outside my line of sight. On one occasion I saw what appeared to be a ghost or a man glowing in light I remember floating up from my bed and being paralyzed and then there was a blankness in my memory and being awake and being able to move again. On at least 1 other occasion I saw this glowing I will call it blanket of light this time above my bed while im paralyzed and trying desperately to scream and then would become unparalyzed everything would be gone and I figured it was just a dream. I also would remember beginning to stir while waking up on a few occasions and hear small footsteps running away from my bed. I didn't think much of these earlier experiences until I was older and had read into the UFO and alien subject and began to have some perspective on what these earlier experiences could be. upon the age of 10 I began reading into the UFO subject and aliens from books by Budd hopkins, Sitchin and many others and became interested enough that throughout the years I have read probably 100 paranormal books. During this time (teenager years) sleep paralysis starting to happen randomly sometimes twice a week sometimes every month there was no pattern to it. I would get the sensation of being pulled by some force outside of my room and of reaching huge speeds, or of being paralyzed and yelling for help and having no sound come out of my mouth and nobody coming to my aid even though sometimes it felt like my screams though muffled were still a loud whisper. These continued to happen till my early 20's when I began to wonder why I never saw anything during these episodes that thought that very day sparked my first slightly aware experience (not including childhood) that very night: I was downstairs in an empty house at around 2am watching TV I was sitting up during this and was wide awake. I got the sensation that there was a group of people on the way and became paralyzed but in a strange state where part of my mind was going over the events of the day and the other half of my mind was aware that 2 small beings had entered the room...........and were conversing with each other in a strange friendly screeching tones im not sure if it was verbal or telepathic but I got the sense that they were friendly which was very strange to me since from all my reading on the subject friendly aliens didnt seem too common it was more of the greys conducting painful experiments on people. They were tiny only the size height wise of my chair, one of them seemed to become aware that I knew they were there and seemed to look over at me and at the time I thought they had made a mistake by not putting me fully unconcsious and once they realized they had made a mistake they took off and I became unparalyzed and jumped up in extreme fright and was shaking. Upon reading Lou's explanations I now figure they dont make mistakes and since I had wondered why I dont see them during my sleep paralysis they had decided to give me a peek. It was hard to analyze this encounter at the time since this was before I had read Lou's stuff so the idea of friendly little aliens clashed with what I had read, I never got a good look at them at couldnt give a definate identification of them (ex if they were greys). This followed with more sleep paralysis that continued to happen randomly throughout the years till within the last year and a half I had another encounter: I was in bed and I awoke I had my TV still on and it was blaring I had the sensation that something was on its way or something was going to happen immediately, I became paralyzed with fear but this time I could see! there was this glowing outline of a casper/grey like creature floating in my room it went infront of my TV and at this point I am in intense fear trying desperately to grab my large TV remote and hit this thing with it lol to defend myslef from who knows what type of abduction awaits me but of couse im paralyzed and helpless. This thing disappears after the hitting it with the remote thought enters my head and I become unparalyzed and I jump up from my bed and im no longer quite as scared as I was. This was also before I had read anything from Lou so I was extra fearful of this whole alien prescence on earth and didnt know quite what to make of it, after reading Lou's stuff now I have some hypothesis on these experiences which I will post later as well as strange occurances that have happened to people I know and some strange dreams.
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Post by Azrael on Aug 10, 2009 19:08:10 GMT -5
As for other strange things that people around me have experienced all of these center of my ex gf's friends and family she seems to be surrounded by paranormal ppl without really even believing in it: the father when he was young remembers seeing a demon and its shadow, I don’t think he is a very good person so he might have evil entities following him, also he had a vision/dream of my ex gf before she was conceived this becomes more bizarre since before I heard about this I had a dream during a night with my ex gf where I envisioned my future daughter so I don’t know if you can call it a coincidence, but then again we broke up so it wasn’t set in stone.
My ex's mother who is from an asian country recalls entering a church and having the statues turn and look at her, her family also has this secret event that happened where a member in the family her father passed down a magical orb from inside him to his son. I don’t have many details on this but I was told the mother saw this orb and that it possesses abilities and that it’s a taboo discussion and all of this took place in there village in the motherland.
My friend told me of a few experiences he has had that have caused him to be terrified of the unexplained and this is why he is a skeptic lol because its easier on his mind to not believe, because when he was younger he had dreams that somebody was watching him then one night he felt a presence in the room and then had the sheets ripped off him and there was a blue faced woman human with a glow standing there yelling at him and calling him by his families Columbian nickname he then ran to his parents room and they had an exorcism done to the house and moved. A few years later while walking his dog in the park at night with his friends he got separated and came across 2 more of these blue faced glowing people who just stared at him while the wall behind them sparked he then ran off again because of his background his family believed they were evil spirits but I told him they were probably aliens and he looked extremely concerned and conceded that was more likely.
This girl who I have become friends with recently has told me things about her life and without giving out personal details she has been through hell (not including all the paranormal things). You know how Lou has told us about evil creatures that stalk bad people in this life waiting to take them away? Well this girl is proof of that (though I should say she is a nice person she just must have pissed somebody off in a previous life and is paying the price now), she remembers being chased along with her friends by a pack of wolves in the middle of a city where she hid in a shed to escape them she sees them occasionally outside her house at night seemingly stalking her..........none of her friends who experienced this remember it but she was crying when she told me and seemed extremely upset that nobody believes her, personally I think she was the central focus of the event and the creatures where meant to punish her or scare her senseless. She see’s this little girl float in her room with a red balloon the girl pops the balloon and then wails and screams she thinks this foreshadowed the death of her pet cat who now apparantly haunts her windowsill as some sort of zombie. If anybody has read the book Hunt for the skinwalker you will notice some similarity to this, I think this poor girl if she makes a mistake in this life is going to be taken away by these creatures she sees.
And also my gf’s friend she is an ardent skeptic moved into a house that was the scene of some horrific murders. This woman was then plagued by ghost or demonic activity where the entity was playing mind games with her, she had some blessings performed in the house and the activity has stopped.
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Post by Azrael on Aug 12, 2009 20:25:04 GMT -5
hehe well not much interest in this but I will post all this so that I can at least have a written record of it down when it happens so I dont forget.
I have been experiencing dream tests and other strange dreams in the last while some I have posted about some I havent. Im not quite sure what has sparked them whether im closer to moving on because im a good person or if im closer to the darkside lol or that I want to know more so they are giving me bits of dreams which are alot easier then an encounter to handle, I was talking to a girl on msn about aliens and I got a really strange feeling like the chills and the hairs on my head and arms standing up and a humming/ringing sound and I had the strangest feeling that an entity was going to appear right near me in this room I was in in the middle of the night but being terrified I kept saying in my head go away go away lol and thankgod it didnt appear I would have had a heart attack.
DREAM TESTS: these have all happened in the last month or so, some of the situations are wierd, some of the things the aliens say are weird im just typing what happened:
law and order had broken down on earth and anything went, the opportunity to steal or loot was presented to me and I did it since there would be no reprecussions....immediately after I chose that I knew that was the wrong answer and for what ever reason I was talking to someone in the dream saying that is BS I have never stole before its just a dream not real life.
Then there was another one where 2 people I dont get along with were out of there mind yelling and screaming at me and being psycho, I think I was supposed to walk away and turn the other cheek but instead there was a 2 on 1 fist fight and I became enraged and won the fight, I felt bad about it for a few hours even though it was just a dream because I felt like I had given into my anger and failed a test.
Then there was another one (they all seemed to have a moral theme) about doing the right thing even when its not convienant, my neighbourhood had been over run with the mafia/or some evil organization and I was presented with the opportunity to do something about it even though I could be killed............ or do nothing. I took actions at my own risk to stop them something happened that stalled the dream and caused it to end because I think I made the right decision.
STRANGE DREAMS:
And im not sure if this was a test but I remember being asleep and hearing loud noises downstairs even though nobody was there and 2 angry people arguing about something they were going to give me and whether it was nutritious lol I got the vibe they were bad aliens/people or whatever I saw up close what appeared to be a woman that looked similar to a human but not quite I had the impression that these 2 ppl were the ppl in my dream where I fought them, im not sure if that was a trick that was being played on my mind to conceal there identity.
Then there was a particularly weird one of me having a chat with I believe a female entity about the purposes of abduction which she replied they are almost always sexually related. I was even given a visual of an alien talking to world leaders and afterwards/during doing something (sexual?) to people while they are on earth. I got the vibe afterwards that she wasnt a good alien but who knows why I thought that it might have been since lou mentioned in one of his posts that the renegades are involved in alot of sexual things with certain humans.
Another one involve me thinking to myself how I could handle meeting an alien if he looked human or was in a human suit like in sleepers book....well when I drifted off into sleep I was outside somewhere and there was this alien ship outside with all these bright lights so I run into my house and shut the door and then this creepy looking tattoed man sort of melds through a window into the house (only halfway though he is sort of only half way through the window ) and asks me if I saw the ship and im like ,,,,and he has this big grin on his face and thankfully I wake up after that lol.
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Post by Eevee on Aug 13, 2009 0:47:49 GMT -5
Hi Azrael,
please don't think that just because no one is responding to your posts that they're not interested in your experiences, I'm sure that's not the case. I am enjoying reading them.
Hopefully we don't need to worry too much about the dream tests , I've had some too, and failed every single one of them lol.
I seem to act differently in dreams sometimes and do things I would never do in real life, I'm not sure why that is. One dream I had was particularly weird in that I knew the "dream me" was going to do something that the "real me" didn't want to do, but I couldn't seem to do anything to stop it happening. I felt really bad for a while after that dream.
Keep posting. ;D
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Post by Azrael on Aug 13, 2009 6:26:04 GMT -5
thanks, I was just worried that since there was somany different things that it would be disjointed to read and would affect the clarity.
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Post by fisherman on Aug 13, 2009 17:42:40 GMT -5
Gday Azrael We the silent masses find your experiences fasinating, and i must admit to being fully envious (whoops) of your lucid dream recall , I just get a few fuzzy fragments which fade away in no time. Post on.
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Post by Azrael on Aug 13, 2009 20:34:57 GMT -5
ok I was talking to the troubled girl to get her to open up more of her story to me, I told her that I have seen strange things as well ............. all her experiences are fully every day real no paralysis or vague visuals or stunted sight like I get (these entities are doing shock and awe with her they want her to be scared out of her mind there is no consideration for her) I am extremely worried for this girl it sounds like she is the type of person that Lou says vampires go for. Lol I dont know if Lou reads these posts but if you do Lou call the milton 911 line this girl needs it.
So I ask her if she has seen any of these creatures and she replies: i saw a wolf last night sitting in my yard.
Then we are talking about this little girl she see's and I ask does she ever talk? And my female friend tells me this little girl with the red ballon talks when she wails or sees the cat (female friends dead cat who is a ghost now, or some sort of trickery used by this entity to torture my friend) she will giggle and call the zombie cat to come closer.
I then ask about the wolves and if there is something about them that makes you think they arent wild wolves? And she looks worried and says the fact that they willl come up to me sometimes a pack will show up with the girl but then dissappear in smoke. By now im getting the "hunt for the skinwalker" book creepy vibes thinking omg these are those frikkin creatures from that book this is what they are up to so then she starts into her.........
Dreams:
she starts off by saying well my grandpa died before i was born , so i used to have dreams where i was standing in a feild of daisys with him and he'd pick me up and throw me in the air and id fly and id circle waiting for him (and im thinking well thats nice at least her grandfather is protecting her in her dreams im not going to post about it since its personal but my mother died when I was young and for years she appeared in my dreams and I didnt understand it really till I read Lou's stuff and realized she was making contact with me from the other side.........but then my friends dream gets unsettling....................)
but then the sky turns dark and weeds sprout from the ground and the little girl with the balloons and her wolves would show up (this is where she came from) and shed giggle so my grandpa would pick a dandelion and blow on it and id be pushed up into the clouds but id always reach for him screaming and he'd collapse on the ground as the girl circled him with the wolves then shed look up smile and giggle then beckoon for me to come back to her and id wake up screaming.
So yeah even her guardian or family cant protect her from these things, I have no idea why me and this girls paths crossed but I feel the need to protect her and I have no idea what I can do............... I told her that these things cant hurt her if she is a good person and she told me well thats the thing im not, and I told her honestly thats probably why you see this stuff you need to be a good person.
I dont know why but people around me or people I newly meet have really opened up to me about there experiences even when I dont tell them my interest in the subject or my own personal experiences...where other ppl would look at them like they are crazy I guess I ask questions. Ive also noticed alot of this stuff since Lou stopped posting regularely and I have been asking to know more things on my own to compensate and I have gotten the dreams and other ppl talking to me about there stuff as a result. I should also say since I had that female alien entity talking to me about sexual abductions near the end of my relationship with my ex that women have been very interested in me (like 3 lol) I havent gotten this much attention in my entire life I learned a few skills that seem to be paying off or they are up to something........mind you I am attractive but still I feel really blessed with all this.............I would just like to be able to help this girl or save her.
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Post by fisherman on Aug 14, 2009 4:35:08 GMT -5
Your right Azrael people so appreciate being able to share this "out there'' stuff with someone, someone who will listen, without a condesending smirk creeping across their dial, someone who can say "don't worry, your not going mad, crazy shit happens to me too ". Tis a gift my friend.
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Post by Azrael on Aug 14, 2009 6:54:03 GMT -5
Its true fisherman, imagine all the things we could learn if people were allowed to talk about there experiences openly I think we would all be shocked at the magnitude of people who have experienced something strange in there life, unfortunately our civilization is trying to repress and ignore alot of this stuff.
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Post by Azrael on Aug 29, 2009 10:25:26 GMT -5
well a couple strange things in the last little bit, a week or so ago I had a dream pertaining to that female friend that sees the strange things, without getting personal I was basically surrounded in the dream by a group of people one of them I recognised as my female boss (the aliens seem do this with me concealing there identity by pretending to be someone I know, well I assume these people I know arent aliens lol). I was told the concequences that will happen to me if I get involved and that I would basically be left up the creek without a paddle lol.
After that dream I was hoping I had made some sort of breakthrough and would get to see/remember things since they have never given me such a clear message before or ever. But I havent had any coherent experiences till last night where I was in bed and had a strange feeling then things got blurry and im trying to fight back my fear as I appear to be in the air and floating out of my house i try and focus so that nothing will get blacked out but I wake up at 3am in my bed and dont remember anything.
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Post by Azrael on Sept 4, 2009 7:49:29 GMT -5
I guess I will use this sort of like a blog for anything weird I encounter:
I dont know if anyone has watched the movie Donnie Darko (awesome movie makes you think), but I was telling a friend that I wish I was like Donnie but knowing my luck the only similarity would be me dying like him. (Jet engine from a timewarp universe dropping from the sky into his room and killing him)
So me and my big mouth haha the other day im upstairs on my cpu and there is a couple large jets flying overhead which isnt unusual since my house seems to be under a constant flightpath. But one starts to sound like it is getting REALLY close........then the sound changes like it is in freefall crashing and im thinking omg this jet is going to collide with my house killing me for sure but then it pulls up and the sound is not natural and strained you know this airline jet was in trouble but it pulls up safely and off it goes. Well my whole neighbourhood is abuzz with this wondering what is going on and a family member came upstairs to see if I was alive since they were downstairs and it sounded so loud like it might have hit the roof lol.
Well I thought that if things played close to the movie the first time this happens to donnie he is saved by his "guide" a demonic rabbit (costume) named frank..........so I was hoping I would get to meet my frank that night but never happened .
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Post by Azrael on Sept 15, 2009 8:09:04 GMT -5
It has been awhile but I finally had another rather vivid dream,
I was being interrogated by some sort of woman not terribly attractive I might add hehe in some sort of city in some sort of building im either on a bed or bench or chair but this certainly is not the area I live in. She was questioning me about things I have said to people and what I know (all about ET related questions). I was trying to explain to her that I don't really know a whole lot of anything and that most knowledge I have comes from Lou haha (so if this was real and Lou gets another visit im sorry but it was my fault lol ) or my own assumptions and limited experiences.
She wasnt entirely convinced and it sounded like she wanted to take me somewhere either to further question me, or put me somewhere where I couldnt do anymore harm (storage?) or maybe even torture me or have intercourse (lol seriously). But I woke up in my bed so whatever happened must have cleared me. The vibe I was getting was that this involved information about planets in this solar system (esp mars and venus) that isnt supposed to be discussed....and I havent really been discussing anything with anyone except on this board but maybe my thoughts have been broadcasted to the wrong people and they came looking for me to find out what I know.
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Post by Azrael on Sept 26, 2009 12:35:00 GMT -5
Well I had a rather interesting experience last night, I should start off and say im working rotating shifts which has made my sleep patterns rather wonky and I was watching ghost hunters a couple hours before I went to sleep and the tv was on while I was sleeping so take that for what its worth.
I dreamed/awoke to some sort of dark entity attacking me it was almost as if it was attacking my soul or something rather then my body I was sort of paralyzed but I got a look at it, very bizarre not the sort of thing my earthly mind would conjure it was a black cloudy/mist entity it had a twisted looking face yet didnt really seem to have a body I couldnt really tell what it was doing to me but it was unpleasant and I thought i was being attacked and when the experience was over I had a bad headache which I didnt have before.
A previous experience I had maybe 7 years ago , I awoke to sleep paralysis and there was something in my pitch black bedroom with me and try and scream and my mind feels like its being attacked/scrambled to keep me still but im fighting it with all I have though not getting anywhere and I can sense something is coming up the stairs my perception (which could easily have been mislead/manipulated) was that it was my dog and that it would attack whatever this was and save me. When these thoughts passed my mind whatever this was left, this recent exp reminded me of the other but this time I was given a pretty clear visual like I was supposed to see it and definately it was evil looking.
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Post by bob on Sept 26, 2009 17:51:49 GMT -5
Hiya Azrael! “Protection” formulae, such as mantra and visualization practices, are commonly used in esoteric tantra. The more well known Tibetan stuff is just one example. Stripped of myth and conjecture, brain re-programming capacity is just part of the toolbox this body/mind organism comes with, and we’ve all seen examples in our own lives of forming clear intent to the point of its gross manifestation. Something I once came across that might prove useful, given your situation, excerpted below: “Once a person understands the truth about the true nature of their brains, they can work to program their brains to enact an effective fire wall and anti-virus program that repels these intruders. If these intruders are lower astral entities, or even a human mind control program, this protection program will put that agenda out of business. If the intruders are physical entities, or even interdimensional or time travel entities, you can't stop their existence - but you can stop their game. In order to create a successful firewall protection program, for your brain's interface, it is necessary for you to create a firewall that you program by your own brain - for your own brain. At its core, you are going to build a continuously operating firewall that puts your brain in stealth mode. For some, being in stealth mode is the best choice to make. If you can't be found you can't be harmed. Along with being in steal mode, some may choose a more aggressive stance. This is where the creation of guarding thoughtforms comes in. It is within the human's brain capability to create, mold, and program energy. It really doesn't matter what protection imagery you create for yourself, as long as you create the image that you and your brain are protected by forces that no one wants to encounter. Whatever guardian thoughtform defense program you create, the intruders will interpret it as something "real" and threatening. The knowledge which they used against you, the Core Matrix interface within your brain, is something that you're now using against them. The interface swings both ways. It doesn't matter whether your firewall protection program has you protected by the entire Federation fleet from "Star Trek", a group of cosmic warriors that nothing can harm or get through, or an impenetrable forcefield of light. The point is, you have always had the power to create "reality", these hijackers want that power for their own use, and you have to intervene and take your power back. Game over. Whether you choose to only utilize stealth mode, or choose to activate guardian thoughtforms, the success of the process is enhanced by repetitive creative visualization. This repetitive creative visualization should begin during your waking hours, and continue into your dream time through verbal and mental instructions to yourself. Before a person falls asleep, they need to visualize their protection and imagine this protection in place. Do this before sleep cycle, and the guardian thoughtform will eventually become a personal auto program that is continuously running. This protective program will be recognized by the Core Matrix, which is the ultimate goal. In the manner of the workings of a hard drive, the guardian thoughtform, as well as the stealth mode, will be "write protected" through all dimensions and all co-existing timelines. Many of these intruders, who encounter a person's guardian thoughtform, will abandon pursuit of that person in search of a softer target. The more people who create these personal protection programs, the fewer targets these intruders will have to interact with. Eventually, it may be possible to shut all intruders out forever.” www.starfiretor.com/AbductionProtection.htmBlessings!
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Post by Azrael on Sept 27, 2009 10:14:15 GMT -5
Hi Bob, I appreciate the help, currently im interested in the what how and why of these sorts of things and while I don't particularly like being the test subject (asking Lou is alot easier ) lol if thats the only way im going to get a few answers I will sit back and learn even if it terrifies me, in fact I pretty much know that if I wasnt so scared alot more would be shown to me. But I think your overestimating earth human abilities by a long shot, humans have been genetically manipulated/altered for millenia so that we are an open book (and neutered) to the advanced beings that surround us they can read every thought in our mind there is no way we can out smart them by following those mantras or calling on God would only result in the memory being blocked out. The philosophies you cite have roots in beings who were exiled and deposited here since the beginning of this planet in the grandscale those beings werent powerful enough to avoid being imprisoned/dropped off on this planet and they are the ones who have altered us to our current form that is unaware and helpless against them. What chance does a altered human have against a being from another realm or dimension above this 3D realm we occupy? the answer is none....Humans cant even harm a 3rd dimension alien because they are able to mind over matter at will and have programmed us so that we cant in any even remotely effective way. They can stop our weapons and attacks with ease while we can't stop our own much less theres, so coming into contact with someing like a 4th alien diminsion spirit which would be much more advanced then a 3rd dimension physical alien and would exist in a dimension with rules and realities we could never even fathom would be impossible to do anything other then what it wanted (any other 3D being would be in the same boat against that). I must have somehow opened myself to this sort of evil being through actions or desire, so now the question is how do I reverse whatever has happened and why didnt my guardian step in.
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